Ok so I haven't been on here in forever because well I have another journal that I update almost daily and I'm always on there. so I'll just post a link to it.

almost all my entries are friends only so you'll have to add me to see them. only As The Water Swirls entries are public. =]

http://tragic-eyes88.livejournal.com/

I just cant keep up with 2 journals so I'll save that one because I love it there. =]

this is for joy!

Ok so you say you love the Frenchman Alain Bernard and that he's hot and all (which I have yet to see) but thats beyond the point. Now I have been in love with this Frenchman for about 2 years now and he's sooooo hot. But since you've decided on Alain then I can keep Yoann.

now enjoy the hotness. He won't blind anyone. lol















now Joy can you seriously still tell me that Alain is hotter than him?? I think not.
hope everyone enjoyed the eye candy! =]

France

So in about 48 hours I will on my way to France. As much as I am excited I can't help but feel a little down. I dont know why. I mean people would kill to be in my place and go by themselves. I know I should be having fun and all because I am 21 and all but having fun was just never my thing. I mean I have my moments and all but I'm usually just a homebody. I know I should get out more often and all but damn my stupid ex-step dad for ruining my childhood and everything good that I had going. He always put me down as an individual and I took everything to said to heart. So I feel like crying again. I'm leaving my mom for 2 weeks. This will be hard because I haven't been away my mom more than a week and if it was for 2 weeks I was with family. But now I'm on my own and I can't help but feel like I'm this tiny kid in a big scary world. I don't know French and I keep hearing are not the friendliest of people. Blah I'm being silly. And then there is my dislike for planes. I hate the feeling when we take off. I like when the plane lands because you're back on solid land and not suspended up in the air. I've seen too many movies with planes having things go wrong, then there were about 2 planes last year in the span of a week about to crash on the runways because of they're perpendicular shape at JFK. Then this winter 2 planes skidding off runways. Makes me rethink this trip. My mom would kill me if I backed out now. So I just hope I get there safe and sound and then come back safe and sound. Last but certainly not least, I'll be missing my Krystina. I feel so bad leaving her here. I wish I could take her with me. We'd probably go search for Alain to get Joy a picture. lmao. I'll be missing her like crazy and then there are the fans which all of this wouldn't be possible. Thanks Caroline and Joy. You guys keep us going. =]

ok I've rambled long enough.

I'll leave you all with some hotness. WHAT A BABE!!

my 21st b-day

So I'm just browsing Joy's blog and I found this huge post at Reezy_daily. lol It has a video of all things Ryan Lochte. very hot. =]



how hot is he??

nice hair Ryan!

this is my absolute favorite picture of baby michael. and look its Michael shirtless and wearing red shorts! hahaha and Krystina wrote that scene and she'd never seen the picture before. lol makes me want to dive in my cake too. lol

2008

2008 has come and gone and now its time to start a new chapter and new year. Its just hours away. It makes me want to cry that its come and gone as fast as the blink of an eye, but thats time for you. So lets all look forward to happy times in the future.

2008 had its ups and downs I'm sure not just for me for but for everyone. 2008 has been one of the greater years that I will remember for many years to come. I have lost a best friend probably because of a silly reasons but thats life. So I lost one, but I happened to gain 3 on here. Krystina, Caroline and Joy! You guys make me so happy and I love you all tons and tons because you can always brighten up my day.

I had some pretty cool experiences this year. The one that made the top had to be meeting Michael Phelps. I just love the man soooo much. He's sweet and nice and really loves his mom and that just makes me happy that he appreciates her. Here are some of the coolest moments in 2008 after meeting Michael Phelps. (no particular order)

-Meeting Michael Phelps
-Witnessing history in the making,Michael winning a record 8 Gold Medals in a single Olympics
-Catching Spencer Smith's drum stick at the Panic! At The Disco concert
-Meeting the writer of the Twilight saga, Stephenie Meyer
-Meeting the actors of the Chronicles of Narnia
-Seeing Robert Pattinson through the window of Planet Hollywood
-Getting Ron Darling's autograph at the NY Mets vs Pirates baseball game.
-Going to Washington DC again and finding out how to meet a certain US Senator
-Seeing Mario Lopez in Times Square

there are probably a few more moments but I can't remember them at the moment.

Anyways I'll stop here. I hope everyone has a happy new year filled with lots of happiness, health and luck.

The few things that I'm looking forward to in the new year is my 21st b-day, meeting Krystina for the first time and going to France.

peace and love E.

Back from DC.

hello my favorite people in the world!!

that means you Caroline, Joy and Krystina! hehe I love you guys way too much.

So on my way to DC, we passed Baltimore and we all know who lives there. lol As we were getting closer and closer to the city, all I did was think of Phelpsy! My mom mentioned him more than I expected which was great of course. lol My heart kept beating faster and faster and I just thought of the story I abandoned for two days. lol

So I missed writing for two days. I told my mom and her friends that I can't live without internet and they laughed. I was like yeah ok I have no idea whats been happening in the world. ohh well they'll just never understand.

I took some pics and well they reminded me of Ryan or Michael. enjoy!








plus I've got tons of photos from DC. if you guys want to see them let me know.